I could definitely do this everyday 👙🌊🏊📖

I could definitely do this everyday 👙🌊🏊📖


Thanks for stealing my best friend


I haven’t been on here in a while so i have some things to say.

First off, how can you look at someone that used to be your best friend and not even smile or say hello? like i was a good friend to you and your going to treat me like this? like okay. It just doesn’t make sense.

Second, i have the best friends in the world and i am so happy i found friends that i know will last forever because the ones i had before obviously weren’t that great because when someone better came along, i was left on the curb. But, i wish that we could all be friends. I have two different groups of friends that are nearly polar opposites and i just wish everyone could be friends. Ryan’s friends have been that way for forever and i am compeltely 100% jealous of them. They are a group of about 15 people, guys and girls, that hang out all the time, are all good friends and will be that way for a long time. I WANT THAT. i want to have a group like that. and i try all the time to put one together in my head, but then i come to realize that it will never happen because everyone is just too different. and it upsets me.

third, i need a job like asap.

fourth, which is really difficult for me to say but i think i need to.. but i feel fat. i just look in the mirror and i feel extremely fat. i feel like i have rolls everywhere and i hate it. i have tried eating better, i work out and i am just not happy with it. and with everything that has been happening around me, im afraid to cut back on eating because my mom will have a near heart attack. so im just depressed about 99% of the time. 

and finally, fifth, if i could redo high school but still have certain things happen, i totally, in the blink of an eye would do it. this is not how i pictured my high school life. i pictured it the way it is in movies and i know that that will never happen but i wanted it to make it great. i guess the only way i can make it better is make senior year the best. and in order for that to happen, i need to lose about 15 pounds. so starting today, i will be eating less, working out about 10000x harder and eating only vegetables. 


i think i might delete my tumblr… i feel like it is one of the reasons i am feeling down lately.. i’ve noticed that during the summer, it is all happy and friend oriented, but in the fall and winter it is depressing and sad and i don’t need that in my life. i need to start working out to boost my self confidence, i need to surround myself with friends that are happy and always have a good time, and i need to laugh and not give a shit anymore. 




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Don’t forget to check out my friend’s video of “The Cup Song” by LuLu and the Lampshades from Pitch Perfect! Give it a thumbs up if you like it! :)

littlereasonstosmile:

Don’t forget to check out my friend’s video of “The Cup Song” by LuLu and the Lampshades from Pitch Perfect! Give it a thumbs up if you like it! :)

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Carly Manning’s kick double

carly has the most perfect kick double

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Carly Manning’s kick double

carly has the most perfect kick double

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